Birds of a Feather
Since childhood, I've seen people have large friend groups, especially my cousins. They would all be closer than family and be really happy in each other's presence. They could confide anything in each other. I've always seen people have such circles and crave for such everlasting friendships. It would give me major FOMO. But then I would always have a close circle of friends who meant a lot to me, which gave me a sense of consolation. They were quite fun, too, and I would have a blast with them. I was a pretty introverted child. It took me a long time to come out of my shell, and when I did, people took notice and started hanging out with me. People found my insights and jokes interesting, so I became part of groups. But I would always feel left out since most people found me uncool and always tried to belittle me. I thought that something was wrong with me, but I never realised that people perceive me as unremarkable in their first impression. Another major heartbreak fo...